should I...or should I not...

i just don't understand... why is it so hard to make a decision??? yeah, some decisions are tough to make, but are they so tough as the need to make a fuss about it to everyone around you?

first of all, how old are you? is this the way you should be handling your own problems?

argh, i'll just get to the point. lack of patience nowadays.

"Do unto people of what you would do to yourself." it's just as simple as that. actually, it's something similar from a quote from the bible. i don't remember where it is exactly, and so, this is just a brief idea of it.

eg. should i make a decision without considering the feelings of the people around me? ok, the question goes like this: do you like the people around you to make decisions without considering your feelings? example again, do you think it's ok for your parents to divorce without considering your feelings? do you think it's ok for your best friends to go to a Hollywood Blockbuster Hit Movie without you? do you think it's ok for your professor to postpone the exam date after you have prepared day and night just because he wants to go for a surprise vacation with his wife? do you even think it's ok for someone to spit in front of you, just to clear their throat?

i hope you get the point. for me, there is no definite answer for this kind of question: should I or should I not. it depends on yourself. if you're ok with it, then vice versa, people will agree to your decision as well. so, usually, psychologically, if a person asks this sort of question, he/she might probably has the answer already, but the little devil inside just confuses up the mind. follow your intuition, follow your instinct, follow your conscience...you're not as bad as you think you are...