ever heard of "Big Boys' Toys"? i guess it must have been a lady who invented this terminology, due to jealousy, haha. well, i think ladies have their "old ladies' toys" too, haha. use your imagination as wildly as possible, though i don't have an exact definition here, but i'm trying to lead you to somewhere...
ok, seriously, i think that this proves that there is some truth when people say that there is a child in every man's heart. come to think of it, hell yeah, it's damn true. i'm sure that all of us have certain dreams at certain stages of our lives. the dreams change as we turn older, but the fact that we will always have a dream will not change. for an example, i have always wanted to visit Japan since i was a kid. by then, i wanted to go to Japan to just grab myself a set of Nitendo. yeah, what is that compared to Play Station and Wii, but those were the days. however, my dream has changed. in my case, i still want to go to Japan, not for the electronic stuffs anymore, but for Ryoko Hirosue...
ahem. what i'm trying to say here is that, for a normal person with a healthy set of mind (effects from studying Law subjects, as nowadays, quite a lot of people think "differently" as normal people do), there will always be a dream or an aim at any stages of their lives. that is what keeps them going, like fuel for car, water for camel, money for ATM... (i hope that by bringing up money, i help you realize the importance of dreams to us as human beings.) without dream, i think you won't even bother if tomorrow is coming.
you can cut the crap with responsibilities. at the end of the day, after you are done with all the so-called responsibilities, you still have to deal with yourself, thinking of what lays ahead of you. that is the time when your dreams come creeping back to you. but most of the times, even if you still want to achieve your dream, maybe your age, or your physical limit, or you responsibilities (again) will not allow you to do so anymore. on the other hand, if you are lucky enough, you would still be able to achieve your dream. but by that time, if that is a something that you have dreamt of, then it would probably has become, as what is mentioned at the beginning of this article, Big Boys' Toys.
thus, there is no shame in having Big Boys' Toys. men have given up their own precious dreams during their youth, at the peak of their manhood, for the sake of r-e-s-p-o-n-s-i-b-i-l-i-t-i-e-s. so, what is wrong with having Big Boys' Toys when they get older, having done with their responsibilities and giving themselves a break? it is just like having a glass of Teh-Ice after a long, hard day of work, or finding a last piece of tissue in your pocket after you realize there are no toilet rolls in the toilet you're shitting in...
as a conclusion, i don't want to wait until i grow old, till i can't even bend my back anymore to own a Big Boys' Toy...
please, mum, when am i getting one of these? i can't face tomorrow anymore without it... i feel like a mosquito (female) without blood to suck all this while. my soul has turned empty and bikini chicks don't give me the sensational feeling anymore... now you realize how much damage it has done to me. please call XX 3396 8515 if there is still any sympathy left in you. it is available 24/7. thank you.
